trumpter...studyster...lover..

Friday, May 22, 2009

omg its so so so long since i have blogged..
okay lets go by events..

ARMY..
okay i jus finished 20 km route march, its not those normal marches..
it was an overnight march and worst thing was that part of it was in this super dense forest..omg really really shagged by the road..
hmmm i think my combat fitness dropped tremedously thanks to those inefficient hours in the medical centre enjoying the luxurious air-condition and clean toilets..
i think wat i have been thru the first 9mths of my national service life was all gone into the drain..
sorry taxpayers' money..
lol..
alright den i'm going to taiwan for this overseas exercise..
hukou camp i heard..28th may to 13 june !
i 'm not going there as a exercise troop, instead i'm under the HQ, meaning slacking..
providing medical cover for those exercising troops..
it may seem easy, but now is the hottest period earth is experiencing..
i really hope there isnt any major casualties..
esp with all my other half-F medics..
haizz i doubt they can provide much first aid to them...
pray pray pray!!! NO CASUALITIES !!

After i'm back from taiwan, my company Echo coy is having their new intake of monos...
time to check out those tattoos and listen to vulguarities from commanders and recruits..
okay so meaning after 2 weeks in taiwan, i must confine with the recruits for 2 weeks in camp? omg i hope my OC will let me go home for few days..because i will miss my family and gf like mad after taiwan !!
mission during BMT: clock the lowest ever report sick in 6sir!!
i'll make sure there is no act sick ppl..
if not they will get it..
hmmm wat an irony, medic are supposed to angelic? i feel like a devil now..

BAND
omg i'll miss numerous practices with musart..
thanks to army..
gosh futhermore i'm really quite cui in my playing among the others..
i really hope i have more time practising !!
Limelight concert @ esplanade on 19th july..
i hope my fellow band frens will come and support man..
target to get 40 ppl...dunno can anot..
den after that i'll be flying off to holland with musart for WMC, world music contest!
gosh its such a honour to be chosen by them !
its like a every 4 yrs thing, its like the olympic of music !
i must practise to my 100% when the dates are nearer..

DRIVING LESSON
i passed basic theory and final theory recently..
but with my packed schedule, i doubt i can start my practical anytime soon..
i guess i will do it after i'm back from holland...

i'm so happy, i'm working hard towards my goals for 2009 !!
great job!!
all these cant be done without my dearest baby girl!!
she's always around when i need her most..
always there to listen to me, giving my advices when i face difficulties..
quarrels between us may be a lot, but wat matters the most we learn and we continue..
and we will last.. i love u baby...

3:34 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

gosh i think this is the longest blogging break i ever had..
alright...i jus had a very very bad week..
i lost my psp..its red!! and confirm someone stolen it..
i kena 3 extras for my long hair..boring..

hmmm but life is really great!!
cuz i think i found my true love..
gosh, its so so long since i love someone so deeply..
vicron is really a good girl..many ppl told me that..
so gonna cherish this love..

alright 2009 is gonna be a very very busy year for me !
Atec- some army evaluation test..
Ex Starlight- army @ taiwan..
Car license- by this yr!! =DD
Job after army- so happy that nic's mum can help to find some bank internship..
All these are must!!

World Music Competition 2009 @ Holland with mus'art- really hope army allows and i get thru audition!!
Car- maybe a cheap car like suzuki swift sports?
An overseas trip for vicron and i- over christmas and new year 2010??
All these are hopes..

haha alright..i really bored of blogging..
jus update a bit..
hmmm cares!

1:57 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Have you ever had the feeling of someone pulling you back from hell??
well, i have..And i cherish that.. =D

9:37 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

i'm getting paralysis by analysis..

9:10 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

True love is a rare rare thing..
It happens once or twice or even thrice in a lifetime..
Once you found it, its like time to grab the horns of the bull..
Plunge in down into the solid hard ground..
When you fail, your life simply suck for a year or more..

True love is a precious precious thing..
Its more precious than a winning lottery ticket..
Once you found it, its like finding the indulgence of your life..
Living in the world of your own with her..
When you fail, your life simply suck for a year or more..

Confession is a important important thing..
It helps to free the lion in your heart..
Telling her with the precision and accuracy brings you happiness..
Happiness that is far greater than any satisfaction you can ever find..
When you fail, your life simply suck for a year or more..

Confession is a chance..
A chance that to each is his own..
No normal distribution can calculate the probability..
No amount of effort would bring you a confirmed answer..
When you fail, your life simply suck for a year or more..

But, when all fail, all I ask is to save the very last few breaths we can shared..
Cant things return to where it started?
If there's a God of Time, please, i beg u, with my life, bring me back to the past..
Where everything was so beautiful..

það besta sem guð hefur skapað er nýr dagur

12:38 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Screw MSK...
i'm back to normal army days..
i certainly miss maju camp..
fellow medics, joe the crapper is back !! =)))

7:05 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Lucky by Jason Mraz( featuring Colbie Caillat)

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby
I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where
I have been Lucky to be coming home again

> Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

9:30 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Crash and Burn by Savage Garden

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump
I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump
I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump
I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone..

:")

10:16 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

=(((((

Lynn is gone..

she has gone to london to pursue for her studies !

wish her all the best !!

haha gave her this photo frame with nicholas, her and i in the picture!!

aha taken it during Etude this yr !!

hahah okay with 2hrs of mrt ride with beatrice to send her off, i know her better !

haha used one stone to kill two birds !

Alright, all the best for lynn !!

2:08 PM

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Inflation Frenzy!

Wow i'm really shocked by the impact of inflation in singapore..
Govt is doing "relatively" well in controlling..But somehow its jus not enough..
And my rational father is trying to teach me some tips on how to save money..
okay first up, we ate at kopitiam !! gosh...
not that kopitiam cannot eat la..but i jus book out le !!
nvm abt that...at least its nice..
den i was abt to pay with my $$$ den my dad flash out this blue shinning card...for a moment i thought, dad are u mad? needa pay by card?
however after a bit of scrutiny at the card, its a kopitiam card !
it entails me with 10% discount..
alright, so i saved 50cents in trying to buy a 5 bucks dish... YIPEE!

Okay den after a small event on how to save $$ by eating, my dad went to buy drinks..
he bought this can of Lemon tea..
Gosh i cost $1.70..okay so with the 0.17cents discount, its still $1.53 !!
And i can get it at the ABC shop near my hse there for 50cents!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH...den my dad gave me a "du diao" face...
hmmm maybe its best to see the price before we buy again..
HAHAHAHHAHA !! alright its funny..

Alright den dad still persistant to show me how to save $$$$
we walked to bread talk...
he asked me which cake i like..
hmmm the strawberry cheesecake was seductive...
after which, he told me to walk with him around IMM until 830pm..
reason ? after 8.30pm, bread talk sells everything for 30% discount...
true enough, and we bought the cake..
and its nice ! =DD

hmmm okay... i was reading this book; The Economic Naturalist(Why economics explains almost everything) by Robert H Frank..
so i'm quite tune in to economics for this period..

Inflation is inevitable nowadays with the economics downturn and the oil prices rising..
Goods tend to be higher in price...
i'm sure everyone agrees..but i found out one trend..
Are the Bosses and monopolies taking advantage of this period to increase their goods and services beyond their increased in cost of production??
Quite a hot topic last yr...nicholas and i were quite pissed abt this i rmb..
Mac's ice cream cone...used to be 50cents..
it jumped to 60cents after govt reveal the inflation was 8% last yr..
does 50cents to 60cents looks like a 8% increase?
okay den a can of drink cost for the bosses is 50cents with purchase in bulk..
it cost $1.10 last yr....now $1.70..
Thats a big increase..
In all, govt can really help by controlling the prices directly?
yes its not efficient as we learn in economics( failure of market forces to determine the prices)
but then again..
its really too much...

okay thas all, i wanna go celebrate birthday for suzhen my pri sch, pri sch band, sec sch, sec sch band and taekwondo fren ! =DDDD

12:05 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008

Okay life sucks in army...
At least in my medical centre...
Spam drawing blood from handSS...
*take note of the S behind the 'hand'
Den my IV record also drop like mad after posted to unit..
In 3 mths at SMTI miss 1 only..
Come maju camp miss 2 alr..
Aiya its jus very sian...
I cant wait to get deploy for Operations..
At least i can really do stuffs that i'm trained for..

okay putting army a side..
life starting to go back to the norm ?
with few gatherings and the BLOODy week i had in medical centre..
i'm starting to cherish wat i have..
starting to see things in a bigger picture?
yup...
hmmm okay joe ai zai ! =DDD

gosh i really really love the song ara batur by sigur ros !
rocks ! listen and run with it, i think i can clock 9flat !
HAHA jk...ya nice song !

7:58 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

6SIR... Home of Spartans...
Starting to love the camp and people...
The strategic location greatly increase my attitude towards the old and quite run-down camp..
its located beside ngee ann poly and SIM uni ! gosh got girls to seE !!! =x
rocks man..
the people there in the medical centre rocks as well..
=DDDD
Everytime u talk to girls abt ns...they will be like, searching for MSK ?
as every guy know, so many of us are not searching...because our vocation does not...
i cant believe i'm posted to 6SIR...Directly the front line to fight against terrorism..
hahha terrorist come, i make sure i kill them...arghhhh...

gosh..i really really really really miss her..
no one can fight her place in my heart...
she's so beautiful...

oh but ya, fk it...
army army army!!!

7:40 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

ouch...

6:00 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Haiz.. i dunno why...emotions are flooding me..

Firstly, on tuesday, i went to changi airport with my fellow Spec2 medic course mate..
not to go overseas or watsoever..
It was to bid farewell to my fellow bruneians..
4 of them were here to attend our course in medic..
haizz..3 mths..we have sweat tgt...even bleed tgt during our Intravenous infusion session..
we walked 30+ km tgt in 48 hrs..
we watched movies tgt in their bunk..
we did our medical calls tgt..
hazalami is always my victim and i'm always his buddy..
he taught me about brunei..70% of their country is filled with jungle..
taught me so many things abt their country that i can even list them out !
its incredible how SAF actually fuse us tgt..
i really love them!! their army and medic tatics..
they enlighthen me with their CPR experience(breaking ribss) ETT insertion......etc etc etc etc..
seeing them to leave is really sad...

Secondly,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-SbdmcZim8
Jason showed me this...gross...but i really admire his courage..
hope he is alright..

Lastly, the saddest...
Death of Mr Stephen Loh soon ann...
=(((((((
i really miss him...
i rmb his first day here, den nic and i was stalking him!!
cuz we were like looking at his Owning muscules !!
especially his calf muscles..gay shit !
den surprisingly he became our PE teacher !
he is so nice..always let us play games !
and worst i borrowed this soccer ball from him den nv return to him personally..i left it outside his room, without even making sure he got it..
Fuck ! irresponsible joe..
bloody hell.. i hate it ! unaccomplished...
I really miss him man...

I went to look at the articles and stuffs abt him because of rueben kee, one of the guy who passed away in the accident too..
his piano is really good...

RIP guys...

12:02 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

whew...hectic saturday...
hmmm friday night, chandru,zhao xuan, jason and i went to hougang to get psp..
hmm i got a red one...so hot!! =PP
anyway reached home, downloaded few games into the psp and went to slp at 3am!
gosh den woke up at 7am...
yup 4hours of slp,thats worse than being in camp..
so packed up and went to nie..
so long since i stepped there..

was stationed at nie recital studio to facilitate the thailand band and hong kong band!
yup the hong kong band got pretty girl !! the percussion SL !!!! =DDDDD
haha den thailand's piccoloist !!!!!! =DDDDDDD
anyway, i was physically there when they were practising.
i like thai's way of learning music..there is no tension, no stress in playing..
everyone enjoys the music and seems like a mutual musical sense was establisted during their playing..
time to emo they emo time to chiong they chiong..this is music, music should have feelings in it.!

okay den met up dad to eat dinner at IMM..he's so sad..home alone for a week..
1st sis as usual flying around the globe, 2nd sis in shanghai, mum and 3rd sis went holiday to shanghai and hainan island..

alright after that i went to esplanade..
remind me of etude XXXI cuz thats the 1st time i stepped in to the stage door..
and ytd was the 3rd time..
hmmm alright helped out and stuffs..
heard the competition..
thai 4th, hk 3rd, acsi 2nd and maris stella 1st..
maris stella was really good..they sounded like professional band..oh well thats partly because there is really quite a number of professionals inside..
hymm to the sun was like shiok and touching..

hmm den went home and online until 4am..
madness day !

1:19 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

WOAH GOOD NEWS !
lol so proud of my trumpet juniors again !!

HAHAH lynna is Principal player and Sectional leader for njcsb !!
Cheryl is the Secretary !
hahah and lastly Edward is Band major !!
wahhaha seeee my beloved juniors so zai !!

9:15 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

19th birthday!

woah its hilarous!

midnight, my army mates came to wish me happy birthday ! sweet of them ! =DDD

oh den i was waiting for my dearest sylvia to wish me happy birthday! but she didnt..

my sisters wished me instead..

but had to wake up at 5am to run...thats quite sad..

den had to do trauma emergencies test for the day..

luckily my master sergent allowed me to go at 4pm!

so nice of them..

den the stupid sylvia havent wish me!!!

went home den went to hotel to makan with parents..

3rd sister at taiwan, 2nd sister at shanghai, 1st sister at some other country..

so sad alr..den stupid sylvia nv sms me !!!!

den after dining with parents, went to meet nicholas at heeren at 10pm..

LOL HERE COMES THE SURPRISE !

lol it wasnt nicholas who turns up !

its my dearest sylvia !

wahaha !!

ate a cake at NYDC.. and she bought me a adidas bag and num shirt !

awww heart melt!

she's so sweet ! wahhaha... despite not being with her during her birthday, she still so nice to me on my birthday !

wahha !

2:44 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

woah 5 weeks since i have blogged..
woah..i love combat medic course..
its so fun..
can mix with all the malays and indians !
malays and indian guys are nicer ppl !!

lol my bunk is happening..
got the malay,ridwan...who can actually speak simple chinese !!
theres eric,chi high trumpeter with severe back prob !
yi ping the 88kg hulk..
zhao xuan th 56kg guy who said he have tummy and my njc fren !
najeeb a guy from india came to sg in sec1 and only knew he had to serve NS at J1!!
clovis my buddy who is very on !!

so nice !! ALL ! =DDDDD

ohh yes but today was quite fked up..
woah fireman carry,pistol drag and more and more..
wah can die..
okay take care !

12:12 AM

Monday, May 19, 2008

BSLC POP LOH!!
haha so glad that my days being a infantry solider has come to an end..
As my 28km route march ended, my fate for the rest of my NS life was revealed !!

Combat medic !!
The very first thing that pictured my mind was the slack mud in my pasir laba medical centre!!
haiz but the fact is that after my 14 weeks on course i have 2 choices..
either i become like muds relaxing one corner or i will chiong out field carrying stretcher!! =((
Oh well.. in any case i think medic is really a new exposure for me ..
i really suck in my BMT and BSLC time..didnt listen to any of the medic lectures..
i dn even know how to use a FAD..
but looks like its time for me to learn !! =DDD
cool cool..

lol medic specialist ! safety first !!!

just wondering....can i say that pumping is not safe den i excuse pumping..
heh...

10:22 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

Dilemma which i couldnt solve
Have been recieving awards from sec sch and jc..
Outstanding CCA achievement..

Are my awards given because i really possess good leadership skills ?
Or the awards purely all talk no actions..
In fuhua band, i did nth much..
Seriously...I did not assist my dear seniors in settling up the alumni band..
I did not push the band to Gold award in SYF..
I did not create a strong culture in the band..
And lastly i wasnt a good player den..
Was the award given jus based on the position i'm holding, or because i'm the jus above everyone..
I really dunno..

So my life went to the JC phase..
Managed to get in the EXCO and hold the quartermaster position because i know i cant get president..
Oh well i think i did quite alot in njcsb..
Furthermore i really learnt alot..carrying and handling instrument i nv seen b4..
contrabassoon,harp,contrabass clarinet,alto clarinet,tenor flute and many other percussion instruments!! Still rmb buying the "bird call" with jia hao in Bras Basah!
haha..
And there i go, recieving that award again..
I nv even think i would qualify for exco when i stepped into the band..
And now i'm getting the award..
Why?
Tonnes of reasons!!
I did not ensure that everyone manage and take care with their instrument
I did not supply enuff even though when they really need those stuffs
I did not ever in my life managed to plan a schedule that Mr. Ho comments nth..
I did not ever ask abt the budget we have and overspent the band's budget!
Thats only within my jobscope..
Theres still the Exco jobscope!!
I did not motivate and assist enought to regain our GWH award !
I did not take care of my section mates
I did not ever once give my section mates good attitude !
I did not ever once support benjamin(my dearest student conductor)
I did not ever say thank you to my section mate even when they play well!
I did not appreciate all the support!!
I did not so many things !!
Never have i did..
All i can say is that i'm a fked up leader..
And the worst is that, everything can be solved and understand with jus 3 words..
And thats njc's core values: Leadership with Sensitivity..

So retribution came..
I did not get into OCS..
I think this is the real me..
I do have much leadership..
All my "actions" were mere talkings..
Fked up..

11:21 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Ex Grandslam

As i journey through the toughest
Sweat and heat, shivers and cold
Mounts up to daunt every motivation i had before stepping into the toughest.
In the midst of all, i managed to find the finest.
I witnessed the finest starlight, as bright as the sword in me
I learn to appreciate the dust-free home
I experience how much singapore had suffered

Whatever that kept me moving was something great
Suddenly the appointment of LPS brought my shoulder from 183 to 138
But it doesnt matter, because i always have that something..
That something even kept me moving so swift during fire movements
Its you baby..
Its you....

1:18 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Gosh so much to talk about..
National Service allows me to experience so much..
Good ones...Bad ones...

Had field camp on tues to thurs..
The weather was extremely hot !!!
Despite the weather, we had to carry on..
Basically how hot was it? I drank almost 6 to 7 litres of water!! And thats not counting the water i obtained from the friuts..
Worst still the field camp site was so near to a cementary!! Ghostly nights..
Here comes the worst of the bad experiences, we had to route march back to camp after field camp..
Tragic happened...
My dear platoon mate; Shaun Loh fall out...
He wasnt the only one that fall out..Numerous did..
But he was in critical condition!!
He was suffering heat stroke, whereby he is no longer sweat and his body temp is increasing!
And there he goes, he fainted..
Went onto the rover, back to company line..
However, he couldnt regain his conscious..
He was then carried to MO where he had his first temp taking, 42.5 DEGREES!!!
No kidding man!! 42.5!!
Nuh was his next stop..Under intensive care, he was back to conscious..
Stayed in ICU until ytd..
Went to visit him today morning...
He is much better..
WHEW !!

This is the first time in my life, i seen someone so close to death..
This is bad...

Had our "favourite" activity ytd!!
Some navigation test..
I doubt i can say much abt this..
Restricted i guess..
But all i can say, my detail and i been thru alot alot before we could find our checkpoint !!
Fantastic work and never-ending determination brought us so far..
So far that, we could barely remember the purpose of topo..
Anyway i was fun and frustration!!

This is good !

11:59 AM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

In the early morning rest, when the sun begans to bake my body, i woke up..
Still on my bed, i was thinking of weird topics..
How is society going to remunerate us for our sweat in this 2 vital yrs of their life..
How can the society condone such actions taken by china government..
Who is going to be next potus..

I used to think that these questions and answers were mere examination-oriented statements.
That one could only see these in GP papers, Newspaper, Time, Economics...
How hard can these topics hit me??
Native..These could well impact me in near future..
Indeed an E for my GP could well prove that i have neglected such topics for years..
I have regretted..To all JC's students: GP is important !

While reading the papers today.. I came across Sammantha eng's article!!!
Was something to do with the loss of customers in the shopping centres near woodlands causeway..
Oh well, cant be helped...

Then i came across this article on "neighbour schools going to top JCs"
I'm so irritated especially when the journalist do not include NJC in their top JCs.. =((
Futhermore, the journalist talked about IP..I think NJC has the most intensive IP in the singapore...boo! annoying..

haha.. Deyao and I...HAHAH ! In the midst of national service, when all guys are worrying of what to bring for BMTC,SISPEC,OCS,Infantry units... We are worrying of who's our next eye candy!!
Is it the gal we saw on wednesday?? HAHA..

People asking: Joe, why go smu??
Guys do u just go school for education?
There are more than just education in school u know..
University would probably be the place where u find your dearest..Ur chosen one..
Shouldnt u find a place where there are plentiful for u to choose from !! =DDDDD

Haiz...I would most likely to receive calls regarding my interviews..
Maybe 5 calls in total??
Sch of business SMU, Sch of accountancy SMU, Ddegree in Chemical Engineering and Business NUS, Ddegree in Accountancy and Business NTU and lastly Scholarship by Keppel Land..
Oh u would have probably guessed by choices in these 3 University..

RING RING RING...
U are shortlised by SMU School of Business for a short interview, 29th of march, 9.45am..
gosh gosh..my first interview since....... ermm since sometime long ago..... =DDDD

11:14 AM

Friday, March 21, 2008

wahhaha.. i got in to SISPEC..
hmm so in 6 mths time i will have a 3rd sergent rank..
hmm quite disappointed that i din get OCS..but come to time of it, i think i will love sispec la!
lol taiwan..woohoo..
but must go back tekong quite sian..
pay is like 710..quite cui..
but i think its okay..
i will make the full outta it! =DD
haha...go joe go joe..

10:35 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008

GP: E (how well...)
Chemistry: A
Physics: A
Math: A
Economics(H1): A

lol is this for real??
i never gotten A for physics,econs and math in my entire life in njc b4...
and this is the Alvl results...
blessed..

=DDDD

11:27 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Valentine's Day..
I was serving the national !
That makes Singapore my valentine !

Marksman Joe! hahah !

6:44 AM

Friday, February 01, 2008

First ever field camp in my life..

Cried on the first day..
Shoot my first rounds on the first day..
Slept in jungle..

Platoon IC on 2nd day..
Got F***ed when my platoon mate lost his rifle to Sir..
Did well enough the rest of the day to not get F***..

Rained heavily on 3rd day..
Was sleeping uncomfortably whole night..
When the cold wind blows, my body aches, especially my heart..
Families and friends i miss all of u..

New platoon commander from RJC, led us to eastern-end of tekong..
Had an emotional talk, it brings out the importance of NS..
Some of us teared..Most were feeling pain..But its pain that allows us to gain..
And the day went on despite feeling extremly lethargic..

Went to new campsite..
Was sylvia's birthday..Wanted to call her using sergent's phone but i couldnt impress my PS enough..
Sorry sylvia !
And my platoon did lots of stupid things..
Lost couple of things..
And we couldnt find it..

Last day we were damn high..
Marching songs were never so loud and energetic as before..
Because we know, toilet is nearing us..
We went back to campsite to search for the lost item..
And my PC indeed impressed me with his sheer determination, when we finally found the lost item..
And i know, from den onwards, he is someone i will respect..

Field camp rocks..National service is important..
i learned alot from field camp..
thanks SAF !

11:14 PM

Monday, December 31, 2007

life is unpredictable..
i cant imagine i can run in ungodly speed for so long..
my 2.4 is gonna own soon..

i cant imagine i can wake up so early to train so hard...

NS somehow changes my lifestyle..

oh NS changes my perspective of jc ppl too..
JC education are meant to accept those with higher intelligence right??
with better results in Olvl, JC kids are suppose to perform in higher standard..
but somehow in NS, my perspective changes 180 degrees..
indeed many JC ppl wanna impress OCs, Sergents so that they can admit to commanding schs..
but i cant imagine how reckless and stubborn are many..
EVERYTIME, JC ppl will try to act smart..
which is not the way things work in real life..
NS is a learning process..and Not for JC ppl to try to act smart...
this is damn irritating la..

AND JC ppl are damn selfish too!!
its bunk cleaning..not "ur cupboard area" cleaning..
settle ur own stupid corner and u leave the other places untouched..
so selfish..

Yes i'm a jc kid too..
but i know.. ITE and Poly are nice and intellgent ppl !!
EQ is the one that marks ur success in this modern world, not the irritating IQ..

sometimes i really feel so blessed to go to lousy primary sch..
and admit to last class in sec sch..
bless bless bless...

U and I...
So far...

3:21 AM

Monday, December 24, 2007

National Service..
Its fun but yet, tiring..
i heard from sergents that we are not suppose to talk abt anything in Ns..
so ya i have to obey the orders i guess..

anyway i'm in Quebec Company..the newest company..
platoon 3..
Section 1..
haha ok enjoy ppl !!

somehow u are stuck...in my head..

12:59 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Sister's wedding is happening and quite sad to see my sis married to another family..
and i have 2 more sisters to go..

Prom night..even though i went there extremely late, but an hour of photo taking was jus enuff to express my gratitude to all the frens i have make in njc..

Post prom party.. was extremely happening.. first time i danced in a club.. and probably the first time i dance until so high..

The biggest event of my life @ post prom party was totally a success... =DDD

Bash by Nanyang business school @ butterfactory was very happening too..
haha dance only a while but i learnt alot about drinking..jean perrier , whisky dry, lamborgini, cowboy.. lol to all the fancy names..

post post prom party event..
i'm being fucked..

What have i done wrong??
If i can exchange a yr of my life for a single reply from u, i would exchange my life for it..
And live by the will u strive me to find..
And breathe the air that u have respired..

"Look What You've Done"
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

i'm a fool..

8:14 PM